! SOMETIMES when you lose your way, You Find Yourself C:

Saturday, October 31, 2009

SO MUCH FOR NOT COMING ONLINE.

I SAW THIS WEBB AND GUESS WHAT.

THE ONLINE ANSWERS FOR OUR EMATH AND AMATH O LEVEL THIS YEAR.

SO STUPID ME WENT TO SPEND HOURS CHECKING IF I GOT THE ANS RIGHT OR NOT.

THATS WHEN I FREAKED.

AND I TOOK MORE TIME TO PULL MYSELF TOGETHER.

I MEAN VISUALISING EVERY MOMENT SPENT ON A MATH AND YET RECEIVING EVERY FAILURE IN MY FACE.

BOOOOOOMS.

TO THINK A F9 COULD JUMP TO AND A1 :)

WELL....

IM HOPING THE ULTIMATE BEST FOR EMATH.

AND OF COURSE.

EVERYTHING ELSE AHEAD OF ME.

with everyone thinking they know who you are

what your potentials are.

you fear.

sometimes people's confidence and pride for you

are the things you try to advoid to prevent more disappointment.

then again many will say

you will never understand

8:43 PM

Sunday, October 11, 2009

i have decided. this the last time im coming online till the 13th november.

cause. it makes me proud :)

soooooo.........

No need to hear your voice
Or see your face
To know that you are with me
No need to kiss your lips
Or hold your hand
To know that you can feel me
I know that you can feel me

When I look to the stars
I know just where you are
You're looking down upon me
When I look to the stars
I know just where you are
You're looking down upon me

studying spoils me.

9:48 PM

wore the awesomest comfy-est heels today :)

WEDDINGS ARE THE AWESOMEST THINGS IN THE WORLD. BRINGS EVERYONE TOGETHER :)
CONGRATS TO ME COUSSIYYYY! :)
AND HAPPY 101009 TODAY.
BACK TO REALITY...
STUDYYYY....

NO TIME TO TALK...
SO PICTURESSS!:):):)

new cars without car plate numbers!!!

peace!! :)
and...
I DUN EAT OR LIKE SHARK FIN!!
ITS EVIL!

12:09 AM

Saturday, October 03, 2009

Little change of the heart, little light in the dark,
Little hope that you just might find your way out of here.
Cause you've been hiding for days, wasted and wasting away,
But I got a little hope today you'll face your fears.

Yea I know it's not easy, I know it's hard,
Follow the lights to this city.

Get up and go
Take a chance and be strong,
Or you could spend your whole life holding on,
Don't look back just go.
Take a breath move along,
Or you could spend your whole life holding on,
You could spend your whole life holding on.

Believe the tunnel can end, believe your body can mend,
Yea I know you could make it through cause I believe in you.
So lets go put up a fight, lets go make everything alright,
Go on and take a shot go give it all you got.

Oh yea I know it's not easy, I know that it's hard,
Know that it's not always pretty.

Get up and go
Take a chance and be strong,
Or you could spend your whole life holding on,
Don't look back just go.
Take a breath move along,
Or you could spend your whole life holding on,
You could spend your whole life holding on.

Don't wanna wake up to the telephone ring,
Are you sitting down I need to tell you something,
Enough is enough you can stop waiting to breath,
And don't wait up for me.

Get up and go,
Take a chance and be strong,
Or you could spend your whole life holding on.
Don't look back just go,
Take a breath move along,
Or you could spend your whole life holding on.

Get up and go, take a chance and be strong,
Or you could spend your whole life holding on,
Don't look back just go.
Take a breath move along,
Or you could spend your whole life holding on,
You could spend your whole life holding on.

Don't spend your whole life holding on.

MY FAVOURITE BOYS LIKE GIRLS SONG :0
I DIDNT USE TO LIKE THEM
BUT THIS IS GOOD :)

BOOB IS LENDING ME HIS COMP CAUSE THESE IS SMTH CRANKY BOUT ME COMP!! :(
OFFICIALLY DISAPPOINTED BUT ANYWAYS...
anyone knows if rats bite?
cause my tuition teacher said they won't but ever since i was a little tweet i always thought they do and i aint convinced :(
new cover new cover!!! i needa do a new cover or im burning :)
so... ill do one now! perfect by simple plan .
so old so awesome.

:P all the best to all!! for the exams.
and .... i suddenly thought of me choir recently.
miss them tooo :(
best to all sweets!!!!!!

10:13 PM

Friday, September 25, 2009

booooziiees................. boooziiiessssss....

30 days....
im missing school alreadyy! xD
you know..

i think im starting to stress already :D good !!
although im like damn exhausted today... managed to drag myself to chemistry mcqs.
:)
now... im going to sleep :)
booooozieees.

I TOTALLY ENJOY PLAYING GAMES WITH MY CLASS!
ASARRR! :)
AND MORE IMPORTANTLY... IM MISSING MY FRIENDS ON A FRIDAY NIGHT.

OH WELL.

:O

10:08 PM

Friday, September 18, 2009

let us burn the night awayy...

:)

10:11 PM

I WAS WALKING HOME AFTER REMEDIAL TODAY
AND I MET MR TAN BH AND HIS FRIEND
SO I THOUGHT... OK JUST TRY TO BE INVINSIBLE.
BUT INDEED THEY WERE TALKING SOME WEIRD STUFF WHILE MR TAN ONSTANTLY LOOKED BACK... GOSSIPS FRM ME *WINKS:)
SOOOOOOOOO... I FELT EVIL AS IF I WAS EAVESDROPPING SO I WALKED IN FRONT OF HIM ON PURPOSE .
THEN I FELT RUDE..
SO I SAID.. ''HI MR TAN BOON HAI''
THEN HE SAID''WA CAN CALL NAME ALREADY AH!''
THEN I REMEMBERED EVERYTIME I SEE HIM ILL CALL HIM N*** <- A FRIENDS NAME
CAUSE THEY LOOK DAMN DAMN ALIKE... SO I JUST SAY '' WHAT YOU REALLY LOOK LIKE MY FRIEND WHAAATTTT!!''
THEN WE TALKED AND SUDDENLY I NOTICED HIS FRIEND..
''OH ITS YOU!!!'' <- CANNOT CONTROL.
THEN HE WAS LIKE ''IM MR FONG OR FOO'' <- CANNOT REMEMBER ALREADY :)
THEN I WAS LIKE YOU ARE VERY FAMILIAR!! THEN I REMEMBERED!!!
HE RELIEVED MY CHER FOR EL AND MY FRIEND SAID SMTH BAD ABOUT HIM NOT KNOWING HE WAS JUST BEHIND....
THEN HE SAID HE REMEMBERED.
OH WELLL.. THTS BASICALLY IT.
BUT IN THE HEAT OF O LEVELS....
THIS IS ALREADY PRETTY WEIRD AND INTERESTING...

MY LIFE IS AVERAGE...

:):):)

O WUN POST OFTEN SO ILL TWITT MOREEEE! :):):)

ALL THE BEST TO ALL I LOVE! :)

4:42 PM

Friday, September 11, 2009

Something wrong with me
I'm not getting along with me
My eyes pasted on the ceiling
I can't get my mind to stop working

I knew all the blackest blues
You were all my favorite tunes
This was all I had to lose

Tried out for size
To my surprise
I can't fit in anybody's arms
No more disguise
Cause I realize
I can't fit in anybody's arms
Oh you, oh you left just in time

Should have known to turn
Get ahead of the curve but I've learned
The failure sounds all to familiar to me
To just keep my mind to stop working

I knew all the blackest blues
You were all my favorite tunes
This was all I had to lose

Tried out for size
To my surprise
I can't fit in anybody's arms
No more disguise
Cause I realize
I can't fit in anybody's arms
Oh you, oh you left just in time

As the light
Darkens again
I lose myself within
Cause in the end
Still I'm reminded
Still I'm reminded

Tried out for size
To my surprise
I can't fit in anybody's arms
No more disguise
Cause I realize
I can't fit in anybody's arms
Tried out for size
I can't fit in anybody's arms
No more disguise
Cause I realize
I can't fit in anybody's arms
Oh you, oh you left just in time
You left just in time

its one of those days you wake up feeling blur-ishly sad.

you wish you stop dreaming of the past
you wish you can get all the damn answers
you wish for a subway sandwich
you wish for a life
you wish you dun feel so sore
you wish you can put the F word in the next space_______
you wish something awesome would happen at that second
you wish a fairytale
you wish you ain't so silly
you wish you could truly talk

only to snap back to the reality
that we live in a lie.
then...
you wish tomorrow you will wake up happier..
and it usually does..
cause it might be a lie

then ..
i went down to announce to me mummy that i wanna keep long hair and prepared for tuition

7:36 PM

I took my love and I took it down
I climbed a mountain and I turned around
And I saw my reflection in the snow covered hills
Well the landslide brought me down

Oh, mirror in the sky
What is love
Can the child within my heart rise above
Can I sail thru the changing ocean tides
Can I handle the seasons of my life

Well, Ive been afraid of changing cause I built my life around you
But time makes you bolder
Children get older
Im getting older too
Well...

Well, Ive been afraid of changing cause I built my life around you
But time makes you bolder
Children get older
Im getting older, too
Well Im getting older too

So, take this love and take it down
Year and if you climb a mountain and ya turn around
And if you see my reflection in the snow-covered hills
Well the landslide brought me down
And if you see my reflection in the snow-covered hills
Well maybe
Well maybe
Well maybe the landslide will bring you down

7:00 PM

Thursday, September 03, 2009

its not the first time i see a disabled..
its not the first time i reflect
five thoughts come to my mind every single time.

1) symphathy
2) how brave they are to stay strong
3) their parents
4) ppl who are committing suicide and letting their perfecto bodies fall from high floors
5) our parents

you can get full explanations from meee! :)
doubt the world wants to read these inner thoughts of wendy's brain.
anyways.. end of prelimmms~~~~ :):)

hmm.... my father kinda convinced me to try considering banking...
i think its pretty cool im ACTUALLY considering it.
like my dad can be so influential.
buts then again...
when convincing me is the issue..

WHO ISNT??

8:53 PM

Monday, August 31, 2009

i think every time things get better... it will get worse.
like a sunset..
you hold on to that moment not wanting to move on
but TIME doesnt abide by that

cause if it does

ill never get to turn 21
ill never get to go clubbing
ill never get to learn to drive
ill never get to sit for my o levels
ill never get to dream about my oldie days when i have wrinkles
ill never get to experience loose skin
ill will run marathons forever
HOW AWESOME IS IT THAT TIME MOVES!!!

i know i will groowwww! so before you know it....
:):)
ill be living a dream!!

oh.. or at least ill have a chance to dream more bout it!!!

im thinking if its cancerous to eat claypot rice....
so black
ohoh so black
you know the hard hard part...
very nice to bite :)

9:59 PM

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

i never knew there was such a thing called a penis costume... not till today....

reading lil miss collection now..... its awesome. the book and i seem to click so well..... mr bump is an ultimate soul mate!!! :)

i made friends with th auntie at macs today. maybe we were related in the past My life is average

my latest three twits :)

twitter is growing on me...
so is the stressssssssss from prelims.............

ALL THE BEST TO ALL THOSE WHO ARE STILL SURVIVING....

<<<<< written below is something random...
i didnt wanna neglect my dear blog :) hahhh! :)

* now when some one coughs the world gets paranoid do they? *
imagine sitting nonchalantly on a bus
a guy walk pass..
*AHHHH CHOOOOO AHEM AHEM AHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEM*
I NATURALLY suck in and hold my breath for half a minute or as long as i can.
maybe im just weird :)
but i do have O LEVELS this yeeeearrr! :)

sweet 16 aint sweet in S'pore at all...
:(

7:14 PM

Friday, August 21, 2009

PRELIMSSSS! :)
ALL THE BEST TO ALL.
THIS IS SHORT... HOPING THAT MY BLOG WONT DIEEEE! :(
OH WELL...
DURING EL ORAL I TOLD THE EXAMINERS THAT I LIKED MONKEYS.
SHOCKINGLY HILARIOUS TO THEMM...
AND O LEVEL CHINESE RESULTS WERE.... OH WEELL :)
NOW PRELIMS MANN..
all the very best to all.
i mean we stressing but........................................

STRESS TOGETHER WHATTTT! :)

PONDER BOUT THIS : ..................:)

''its so much easier being someone else rather then your self''
i cant tell pretends and the truth.
but then again i think so cant everyone else

think a monkey would be smart enough to tell though....
it is after all. a monkey.

6:59 PM

Friday, August 14, 2009

WOW.
PRELIMS ARE NEXT WEEK AND HERE I AM.

AND AND... HAVE BEEN RECALLING MY MEMORIES AND ALL....
ITS REAL NICE :)
........

study ahh!

5:43 PM

Sunday, August 09, 2009

I STUDIED REAL HARD TODAY! :)
AND I DID MATH.
2 MATH QUESTION IN 2 HOURS :(
BUT OVERALL STILL QUITE PRODUCTIVE ON A WHOLE
EXCEPT THE TAKING PICTURES PART ! :)*ATTEMPTS TO MAKE NONCHALANT LOOKS!:):):)
new phone function!!! okayyyeee im just lagging nowadays :)
oh besides the fact that i dropped a piece of egg on the floor today :*(....
I THINK KITE FLYING IS AWESOME.

YOU WISH
FOR WIND SO YOUR KITE CAN SOAR
YOU MEND
THE WOUNDS IT ENDURES
YOU KNOW
THAT EVERY TRY IS AN OPPORTUNITY
YOU REALISE
THEY KEEP SLIPPING AWAY
OFF YOUR GRIPS
YOU FAIL TIME AND TIME AGAIN
AS YOU WISH
FOR WIND SO YOUR KITE CAN SOAR ONCE AGAIN
JUST LIKE DREAMS

i have failed
i am failing but im not intending to give up JUST YET :)

ATE SOME BUFFET THING TODAY TO CELEBRATE NATIONAL DAY!
:) CAUSE MUMMY GOT LIKE ONE-FOR-ONE THINGY TODAY..
I ATE 4 PLATES OF FOOD AND 123764129375982730917 CAKES

NO LA.
JUST 12 CAKES :)
ITS VERY NICE :0

*I THINK I DUN WANNA DIE ALREADY :)

403 !!!!
OHHHH3! :0

10:20 PM

Friday, July 31, 2009

I AM STUDYINGGGG! :)
YES. NOT NOW. TODAY REST DAY!! :)
CAUSE I WANTED TO REWARD MYSELF FOR STUDYING SO HARD SO DECIDED TO USE COMP :) HEEEEE...
BUT I DID THROUGHOUT THE WEEK!
AND I THINK IM LIKE SO MUCH LESS FUN NOWADAYSSS :(
WHADD TO DOOO??:(:(:(

AHHHH.
87 MORE DAYS AND IM FREE AFTER THIS .
:)

oh well. you know sun kuai's very nice?? :)

and now ben and jerrys offer!! 2 tubs for $20!!
heaven :P:P

:)ok like i said... im becoming less fun nowadays...
oh welll. its just 87 days.. ill last

or won't i?

4:04 PM

Friday, July 24, 2009

you noe!!!!!! the two round pieces right??!! they are potatoo!
and they are damn nice :)
inside got meat oneeeeeeeeeeee!
and and!! i ate two of that vanilla ice cream!
and and!!! it ill be even more exciting when i get a pic of our receipt from others cause my camera sucks. :)
sushi is greeeeaaaattttt! :)
60++ plates!!!!!!!!!! XD ahhhhhhhhhhhh!

but im definately skipping dinner cause im damn bloated.
like... about to puke.
but it was awesome :):):)

thanks mabel for recommending!! :)
but baby octs are just so difficult to accept.
i cant believe i ate it! :)

studying weekend!!!

7:52 PM

Monday, July 13, 2009

i think today feels like an appreciating AND a jogging dayyy! :)
before i get back to my truckloads of things to do to earn a bubble tea from gasper...

TO MY ULTIMATE AWESOMEST FRIENDS AND PEOPLE AROUND MEEE!!! :)
YOU KNOW HOW SOME PEOPLE YOU DUN REALISE AROUND YOU
SILENTLY WALK YOU THROUGH EVERYDAY
NO MATTER HOW HARD THE TIMES ARE
THEY TRY TO MAKE YOU FEEL A LIL BETTER
NOT KNOWING IT ACTUALLY HEALS YOU COMPLETELY WHEN IT ALL FALLS TOGETHER.
I THINK I HAVE AWESOME PEOPLE AROUND ME.
BE IT FAMILY OR FRIENDS.
WHETHER I HAVE KNOWN THEM FOR A YEAR, 2 YEARS, 4 YEARS, 13 YEARS OR FOR 16YEARS....
EVERYONE OF THEM.
LIKE ALTHOUGH I DONT SAY IT IN REALITY..
IM SO GLAD I HAVE THEM BY ME I REALLY DO
AND YOU ASK ME TO TRADE THEM FOR ANYTHING ELSE IN THE WORLD..
ILL SLAP YOU AWAKE :)
.......

SOOOO TOUCHINGGG.... felt like writing so ya.
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

OK. DAY WAS AVERAGE AND IM GONNA EAT MORE OREO NOWWWWW! :)

This is for you sweet:
you are not alone.
you will never be alone.
i promise.
i will be there silently.
many people who care for you actually are.
but you will have to be strong.
to walk this on your own in reality.
while i pray and wish my imaginary presence is worth it all.
its for the best.

ok think i wanna jog...
right after physics :)

4:23 PM

Friday, July 10, 2009

I WAS JOGGING TODAY AND I PRESSED MY NOSE.
UNKNOWINGLY I POKE MYSELF
IT WAS PAINFUL.

HAHA JUST SOMETHING RANDOMM! :)
OH WELL.. GONNA READ MY BOOK NOW! :)

and i realised.
almost a 100 days left for the o levels according to my organiser.. :(

9:12 PM

Wednesday, July 08, 2009

MY BROTHER AND I MADE A YOUTUBE VIDEOO WITH MY TWO FAVOURITE MONKEYS!!!
THE ONE WITH THE HEARTSHAPED BUTT IS MAKUKU
THE ONE IN BROWN IS SOYA BEAN :):):)

HAHHAHAHAH! ITS DAMN FUNNY WATCH AND COMMENT ON YOUTUBEEE K? :p

AND I MADE ALL THE FUNNY SOUNDS!!
WHOOOOO! :)
HAHAHAHA!
BRIRBURBRIBURRR!!! REPLAY!!!

9:20 PM