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Monday, October 20, 2014, 10:15 PM

The mind is a powerful tool
Often it made me feel like a fool
Protective actions seem like touches
Arousing words pleasing like hot flushes

You left me pushed to a corner
smothered by just one word
V, love.
Hardening my gaze

Then there is you
protecting me from harm
quietly, you watch the scenes
together so intensely

I feel your gaze stripping me off my guard
Your wit putting thoughts into my head
Looking up at your domination makes me weak
Then again you are not whats complete.

Thursday, September 18, 2014, 7:52 PM

Today marks the day where i begin something new.

Humans are like animals to remain sane. Truth is, the is a parallel that can be drawn between the way that animals behave and the way that we should behave.

Animal instincts teaches you to think for yourself. A dog doesn't try to please you unless you have achieved its loyalty. Animals merely look to the benefits that the other person can provide and then suck up to them by doing tricks.

Today, I learnt to stop pleasing others. Personally because it affects the way I think and eventually this mindset of mine develops to my full character. Basically, If you are pleasing others all the time to gain a certain acceptance, each pleasing instance requires a lot of work. You have to empathise and put yourself in the other's POV before committing to what should be said. During this moment, you are losing a part of yourself and trying to fit yourself into their feelings and thoughts. So Wendy, stop fitting yourself to everyone's Procrustean bed. You can never be yourself if the moments in your lives are made to think like others. Truth is, you are 100% Wendilicious. Be Proud and Confident with what you say and who you are.

Look back for a second. I have developed these thoughts, on me own. I feel like I just hopped up to a helicopter and looked at my life from a bird eye's view. Indeed. I have trust issues because I grew up wanting my brother to accept me and to treat me like his best friend. So, I viewed things from his perspective. Took up all his interest and started treating strangers I meet as naked fuckables. Eventually, it becomes a habit. Looking back, I never wanted this.

We all set up with the most noble intentions but my dear self, this is an ultimatum to choose the world or yourself. Accept everyone but be proud of yourself. Nothing to prove, nothing to lose, nothing to hide.

Sunday, October 06, 2013, 4:43 PM

Its been drilling.

3Weeks and ive done so much:)

Night cycle TWICE
Club hop once
Dance camp

Okay doesnt seem like plenty.
Maybe im jus quite boring normally HAA

Friday, October 04, 2013, 2:21 PM

I feel like i dont care for this spot enough.. well so much has changed and i cldnt record it. So i might as well do it now:) UNI has been amazing.
I did so much that ill never expect to:)
Pictures talk for me:)

Time flies. Make it count.

Memories. Thank God.

Tuesday, July 16, 2013, 1:07 PM

OMGG I love tobi.com! I just got my items today and they are really pretty! :)

Retail therapy works wonders sometimes and this site serious is the cause of why my bank account was pissed off last month! :)

LET ME SHOW YOU WHAT IVE GOT! :) Okay just one! :)

or two :)

or three


Thursday, June 13, 2013, 7:15 PM
University News

NIE Bachelor in Education.

The past few months have been scary as I awaited results from the various local universities.

Well so while I complained when the rejection letters came in, I also complained when I did not recieve any news. Which... Im sure all we actually mean is.. WE WANNA GET ACCEPTED! :)

Long story short, Im going to NIE and I will be teaching English. So I hope it regard less grammer and that ill do well throughout the next 8 years :)

I read somewhere once about how everything in life is now about what you do but HOW you do it.

I personally find it applicable to the things I do. I mean, while I am not getting younger, Life seems to be inversely proportioned with all its challenges.

Im learning to take a leap of faith.. and live life in the moment. Trust comes later.

Looking back, Life has been pretty interesting with all its turn of events.


Friday, April 05, 2013, 1:02 PM

Each time i do my eyebrows at a shop i feel so worried as if im entrusting them with how i look.

How girlies like me just worry if they might appear too thin or it might hurt or WORSE. It might be uneven.

So i dont know about how the world sees a minute lil task like getting ur brows fixed, but i feel like each time i have to make a connection and trust the person doing my brows.

Paranoid. I know:)