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Friday, July 03, 2015, 11:26 PM
Social media as Revenge

There are many types of social media users.

This is about the ones who use social media as revenge. As a shout out to the world that they can do better. I dont condemn it. Im just one of them.

Its to show everyone who has hurt you that you are doing great. Its to capture attention. It is to send hidden messages to those around you. It can even be used out of anger.

BF add another girl. I post a pic of myself.

Perhaps its never ending cycle of jealousy that kept social media alive.

The world can be so envious of others. But its just a cycle. Its a drug. And we are all addicts arent we?

I would quit but who's with me?

10:55 PM
Masculine touch

I miss the thought of your fingers pressed against my skin
Your face reddened from excitement
Your eyes glues onto my curves

I miss pulling you into an embrace
I miss you ravishing

I miss your smile, your smell your constant breath.
The feeling of security
The assurance.

I stare at a distant object.
Often it is you on my mind.
Crawling into my heart, in and out each time.
Tempting me, angering me. Making me miss you..

And i know its jus a thought.
I must love you really alot.

Friday, June 26, 2015, 11:21 AM
Infatuated or friends.

There was once he would express his love to all around, lately ive been feeling its been lacking its ground.

Stages of love are like stages of life. You cant expect the same thing when the living factors are new.

When he gets confident , he might cling on lesser to you. When he gets happier, he might need lesser of you. When he gets comfy, he might forget to love like he used to.

Doesnt mean he doesnt love you as much.
It just means you have to live with understanding that good things will past and to find the good in the things given to you right now.

No one would stay stagnant with you girl. You want to stay the same. You are so comfortable with what made you happiest. You are learning that people change. You gotta keep changing with them, with times. And hope that the change wont break you.

Friday, June 19, 2015, 12:44 AM
The best wont worry about the rest

Trust me wendy when i say,
Let go because you are the best that u can be.

And he who lets u go might not have seen it, but eventually they will(:

U just gotta live your life happily.

Trust me. You are worth it.

And you know it. You jus must close your eyes, trust and let go.

You deserve to be happy(:

Tuesday, June 16, 2015, 12:20 AM
Happiness is key

What makes us so special?

The constant decision to pick ME.

People say .. hey its easy to love. Its easy to pak tor , im sure man with jio girl skill can handle? Or relationship aunt annies and having good looks, money, a car..
But what i feel makes us so special is that u never once felt like giving up. It is a consistant choice to choose me and no one else. N over the course of 2.5 years, i started believing you too.

We all come from a long line of nasty memories, bad hangovers and pathetic egos. Our pasts can be so heated and vulnerable. I admire how strong you are. You never gave up one me. You never gave me a reason to give up on you. You made a decision, a choice, which led to u wanting me forever and it includes seeing me happy. To make me happy, you never stopped trying to become a better man. Not by any cliche definition, but by ours.
Your never ending effort and belief in US kept us who we are. And for that i am ever grateful.

After a long line of sad posts, i guess i shld post happy ones once in a while(: You make me happiest and for that I thank you.

I guess u knew the secret behind love afterall.

A daily choice to love me.

Sunday, May 24, 2015, 1:15 AM
Loneliness is Freedom

I. Dont. Feel. Like.


I dont want to be alone. Ever. But everybody will be alone sometimes.

Friday, May 08, 2015, 11:34 PM
You are 100% you.

You cant beat the gurls on screen
The chicks in music videos
The drawings in anime

You cant beat the voices of a singer
The optimism of a dreamer
The pain of a beggar

You can choose to be you.
Uniquely you because thats the clue
To a life of happiness being proud of yourself.

Choosing to be you is believing you are better than anyone else in the world
It is considering your feelings before another's
Its is being strong to be outright selfish.

You have accomplish plenty
You have fought many emotional wars
Take a breath and let your life be filled with choices for YOUR happiness.

You deserve it because you know yourself.
And you have come a long way.