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I'm not the girl your mom warned you about, her imagination was never this good.
Work for pasta and ice cream and also makes pasta and ice cream work for me.
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9/4/08, 10:37 PM
i watched wall.ie today.with brother.
and i was thinking a lot on my way home.
we were both so silent :(
and you noe. i had a thought of my past.
and i felt like whacking myself.
i deserve a slap right now.
its been so long.
i think i need some waking up.
being probably the dumbest person on earth.
as i listen to the device,
my dear sexy mp3
i think to myself..
man. the device that allows me to live in another world.
one where i can control.
then i open my eyes only to see the reality
but i will remain strong.
cause thats what everyone has to show.
but inside..
i wait for the one day that i can look at the mirror and think well.
when i will be able to stop living in my stupid past and move on.
the moments of wanting to give up.
then i look at those who love me for who i am.
my family and friends.
i love them like damn loads.
they are my confidence yea?
i think if i will ever be able to give myself the confidence i need.
i think that i deserve a tight slap.
i really wanted to end off the day well.
especially for my brother.
but i think too much.
of my past.
and it hurts.
thank you especially for thoose dear choir mates who cheered me when i ran my punishments of 15 rounds and also..
for helping me with my pushups.:)
thanks.
peace.
its time i wake up.
i want to.
i jus cant.
.
To the someone .
dun be afraid. whatever stupid obstacles.
i believe its real .you guys will make it through.
it hurts him knowing you are hurt worrying about him.
jus be happy cause you and him deserve it. YES.
he deserves you as much as you deserve him.
i dunno if you might have the same feeling as me in the past.. afraid you might lose it.
and start losing the self esteem . thats my mistake and its all some stupid brain control and my weird imagination. or even worrying about his happiness.. if the restrictions parents have will affect the relationship.
ignore those voices.
i might not be that close to him but i noe its true cause i noe this guy.
he is not gonna be the typical kind of person.
more because
he is himself 100%.
i believe that you two will be well at the very end.