tml is grandma's birthday. i love my grandma a lot. thank you for being my guide. for loving me. for being someone i noe i can rely on. my grand ma doesnt even noe i have a blog. im wishing that magically she can feel these words. because of her, i found a step when i was in the dark hole, i found a piece of log in an endless sea. her simple actions make me feel the slight sense of hope . her little encouragements make me feel wanted. i love my grandmother cause she doesnt do much. yet. . i think i can feel the love.
To my friend who injured your hand and i just hope you're fine. im sorry i alarmed you by saying hi. i was just thinking too much into the past. and im even more sorry probably making it harder for you to move on. what is more important that i want you to know is that, i dun noe what i want. so i do not want a commitment. i do not wish for you to wait cause i do not want to hurt you again. because i treasure my friends. and you are one special friend. thank you for remembering me. and yes i remember everything vividly too.