Wendilicious
Moi
Teach. Sing. Write. Fly. Dive. Rave.
I'm not the girl your mom warned you about, her imagination was never this good.
Work for pasta and ice cream and also makes pasta and ice cream work for me.
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5/29/08, 9:23 PM
o yes o yes!i had like the most WONDERFUL time on wed!!
yays!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM!
I LOVE TO THE ENDS OF THE EARTH!
<3
5/25/08, 8:06 PM
FROM JASMINE'S BLOG:DONT BE SAD
hey sista! WENDY
well dun be so sad alr!!i love you and that is just enough, he is a jerk to make you this sad so you shouldnt even think about this jerk! and ya just know that whatever happens me will be here for you!!!well you should even throw that duck away!! really i got a feeling its contaminated, and tt prob why you are sick!!! well ok if your answer to thisquestion is no then really just forget that crap!!!k!(:>>did he even ask you if you are ok?! well even if youranswer is not no it doesnt mean anything really. and what is that how many months or year as compared to our very very very long time spent together!if you are really going to be like crying over him then i wont talk to you anymore (jkjk) i still will but i will scold you!!!and i will break his head!!for making you cry! and ya you are not like ): ! so stop saying you are! and sis really you are GREATGREATGREAT!!!(saying it three times means i really mean it,haha) ya k. really hope this make you feel better and not worse!!(: everyone is behind you
FROM BRO'S BLOG
And another person who should cheer up is my sister, Wendy. I know i'm not a very good brother at times. I was probably quite insensitive just now. But my head's clearer now. I'm sorry. But i know you have heard this many times but it's the truth, HE ISN'T WORTH IT. So pleaseeeeeeeeeee, cheer up. Spend too much brooding and thinking bout the past and you'll miss out the things around you and what's ahead of you. I'm sure someone better will come along. Hey, at least you haved loved and lost. Unlike this loser of a brother you have here right? My story's a whole different saddddddd thing. Oh well.. Love ya sis. So yeah. CHEER UP YOU PEEPS!
SO .
I AM HAPPY.
NOT BECAUSE I WANT TO.
BUT BECAUSE..
YOU ARE NOT WORTH IT.
YOU ARE A CHANGED PERSON.
JASMINE AND BRO .. THEY ARE RIGHT,
WHAT IS MY GOD DAMN PROBLEM?
IT IS ABOUT TIME I MOVED ON ISN'T IT?
WISHING FOR THE DAY I WILL REMAIN CALM AT THE SOUND OF YOUR VOICE,
THE SIGHT OF YOU.
WISHING FOR THE DAY THAT I WILL BE COMPLETE AGAIN.
'nothing showing on the outside, something dieing on the inside.'
'my tears fall down like razor blades i noe im not the one to blame its you? or is it me?'
I WILL DO MY VERY BEST..
TO FORGET.
AFTER ALL, YOU DUN CARE ANYMORE.
ITS ABOUT TIME I DON'T TOO.
jasmine,
thankyou sister.
after all the 14 years together!!
sorry for making you worried.
i didnt mean to. yupp. probably in a million years will i pluck the courage to throw the adorable duck away.
(:
shit. thanks sister. love you
brother,
damn. i wasnt a perfect sister that day too.
im real sorry for my sucky attitude these days.
damn. i need time. and... you might not be the best brother for the million reasons but YOU ARE my brother and that itself means alot.
thanks for loving me.
im sure things will turn up for you you handsome man.
( ps. handsome huh?)
LAST BUT NOT LEAST
thankyou.
everyone.
its helps. ALOT.
:)
ALL MY DEAREST FRIENDS.
DAMN.
i love them.
bless those going to the beijing trip tomorrow esp beverley!
have a wonderful trip!
<3
5/22/08, 5:36 PM
YES.ANOTHER DAY OF REACHING HOME
WONDERING WHAT'S MY PURPOSE IN LIFE.
WHAT IF I DIE ONE DAY?
HMM.
YOU SEEEEEEEEEEEE.
RETURNING HOME TO STARE AT MY LUNCH WONDERING WHAT I HAVE BEEN DOING WITH MY LIFE.
HUGGING GREY COLOURED PILLOWS,
SO TIGHTLY.
IS IT YOU?
THEN WATCHING HOURS OF CARTOONS TO DROWN IT ALL DOWN,
KNOWING THAT CHOCOLATES WUN HELP THIS TIME.
EVEN MY MONKEYS.. THEIR SMILES SEEM SO
DIFFERENT.
GOING TO SLEEP EVERY NIGHT WONDERING AND HOPING FOR SOME MIRACLE.
HOPING TO LET GO AND JUS FALL ASLEEP.
THAT ONCE I WAKE UP
EVERYTHING WILL BE ALRIGHT AGAIN.
BUT IT WON'T.
eating crap, forcing myself to do stuff to keep my mind busy.
thinking what exactly is my problem.
whenever i move on to think positively,
i switch back to the damn thought of my past.
wondering if it even meant anything to you.
like it had to me.
knowing that miracles wun happen everyday yet hoping its at my front door,
waiting at the same bus stop
places from the damn past.
worth the pain?
i almost wished it never started.
no start no end.
life's like that.
5:14 PM
collin's quiz.1. Is it worth working so hard just trying to live when u are going to die sooner or later?
i have been thinking .. yes i guess =)full use of everyday!
2. Is your life meaningful?
relatively to me . not yet.
3. Do you feel tired of your life?
not at all.
4. Do you wanna go to taking back sunday's concert!
YES!
5. What age are you planning to die at?
80
6. What will make you dread your life?
LOSS OF LOVE.
7. What emotions are you feeling currently?
damn weird. its the 22nd. i always feel weird on 22nds.:0
8. What is the worse thing you have ever done to yourself?
looking down at myself and clumsily falling down all the time.
9. What do you think is the most important points about a couple?
love each other, communicate, security.
10. Is love everything?
This is a tough one.
YES.
there you go.
i love taking back sunday.
5/18/08, 7:02 PM
SHIT.i hate Pneumonia
coughing and coughing =(
5/17/08, 3:04 PM
AHHHH!soooo sick.
i heard the doc saying something bout dengue and Pneumonia.
freaked out.
managed to advoid the jabs ...
started like this.
seeeeeeeeeeeeee.
on sunday.
i had serious high fever.
my bones all ached like nobody's business and
I went out planning to have my delicious chocolate ice cream fondue my parents promised.
supposed to have a happy family day.
then i grew so sick and cold.
had a wee bit of macaroniiiii and went home.
I DID NOT HAVE MY FONDUE!
so disappointed.
Monday when i went to school i tot i might feel better.
i felt like shit in the hall.
cuddling my legs.
sitting alone,
then i started talking to some of my wonderful friends and i felt so much better!
Tuesday, my parents forbid me to go to skoo.
i, on the oter hand wanted to play captains ball.
I LOVE CAPTAINS BALL.
at around 10 plus,
hwee wen, kexin, zoei and kai wei noticed that i was v sick..
brought me to the G.O
thats when i first checked my temp.
A DAMN 39.5 degrees
damn shocked.
called my parents.
went to the doc.
got an mc.
next day, parents were asleep so....
sneaked to school again.
I CANT HELP IT!
returning papers.
soon .. i was like shivering..
teeth clattering *literally*
and my nails turned purple.
wonderful choir mates saw and called my mummy.
din go for choir. feel so guilty missing choir. =(
went to the docs again.
ran away from the needle.
got another mc -.-
the next day..
i stayed at home.
i felt so weak.
weak crushed up potato.
now,im still sick.
jus went to the docs.
AGAIN.
got refered to kk hospital.
blood test and X ray.
dead scared i am.
I HATE NEEDLES.
:(
going soon so.
wish me luck!!
thanks EVERYONE who has been helping me live for the past few days.
man.
i love them.
poor dad and mum.
they are like my private nurses.
i better get well real soon.
they are getting real worried.
CHECKED PNEUMONIA *jus in case*
Pneumonia is a general term that refers to an infection of the lungs, which can be caused by a variety of microorganisms, including viruses, bacteria, fungi, and parasites.
Often pneumonia begins after an upper respiratory tract infection (an infection of the nose and throat). When this happens, symptoms of pneumonia begin after 2 or 3 days of a cold or sore throat.
HOPE EVERYTHING TURNS OUT WELL.
BLOOD TEST WILL SHOW.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I DO NOT LIKE NEEDLES.
REALLY.
NEEDLES!
AHHHHHH!
peace.