Wendilicious
Moi
Teach. Sing. Write. Fly. Dive. Rave.
I'm not the girl your mom warned you about, her imagination was never this good.
Work for pasta and ice cream and also makes pasta and ice cream work for me.
Ecoutez
More of me
9/30/08, 6:57 PM
haha.
MABEL CHARMAINE AND BERNICE.
ohhh mannnn..
cant wait for the holidays.
hope i pass my maths
pleeeeeeeeeeeease
let me pass A and EMATHS!!!!
lalalaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
CANDY: thanks! hope i do well! HOPE I PASS! =) haha. after eoy!! go outtt!
BEVERLEY: same!! so sad. like we are becoming more and more distant. nvm!! catch up after exams!
JASMINE: thanks sis! all the best to you tooooooooooo! meet after eoy xD
NJL: you chicken backside ahh! steal my trade mark!! llol. loves!
CHARMAINE: haha cause they rock! and.. thanks for understanding how i feel =) rock on sister!!
TK: haha. IM FINDING MYSELF =) thanks. call continue after my exams ahh! xD
my rocking friends.
are still rocking.
thanks to them
so am i.
9/29/08, 9:13 PM
my exams have been extremely bad.its like F9 or D7 kinda thing.
i hope it gets better.
When you find yourself in some far off place
and it causes you to rethink some things
You start to sense that slowly you're becoming someone else
And then you find yourself...
When you make new friends in a brand new town
and you start to think about settling down
The things that would have been lost on you
are now clear as a bell
And you find yourself,
yeah thats when you find yourself
Well you go through life
so sure of where you're headed
And you wind up lost
and its the best thing that could have happened
Cause sometimes when you lose your way, its really just as well
because you find yourself,
yeah that's when you find yourself.
When you meet the one, that you've been waiting for
and she's everything, that you want and more
You look at her and you finally start to live for someone else
And then you find yourself,
yeah that's when you find yourself
Well you go through life
so sure of where we're headed
And you wind up lost
and its the best thing that could have happened
Cause sometimes when you lose your way, its really just as well
Because you find yourself,
Yeah thats when you find yourself.
IM FINDING
AND IM ON THE VERGE OF BREAKING.
NOT JUST YET.
NOT TILL I FIND WHO I TRULY AM
AFTER MY EOY =)
9/19/08, 6:33 PM
updated music blog today=)i havent studied yet. -.-
so i shall later after dinner =)
finally decided to blog my music blog at least every month to keep it alive =)
life is good.
except for exams..
the shoutouts today are slightly different.
so you can scroll down as it might be very loooong but im sorry i have to say it! =)
REPLY TO THE DEAREST SHOUTOUTS!!
CANDY- i will live i will bounce. cause... you believe i can thank you im fine now=)
thanks for always watching over me despite us not meeting for so long =) you are a hell lot a person can wish for as an awesome friend.
JASMINE SIM- Thanks for always being my pillar of support sister and constantly visiting my blog to see if im alright, surprising me all the time! you know you helped a lot and i appreciate it like a hell lot. many misses sister! =( cya real soooon! :)
BEVERLEY- Thanks for panicking with me!! and being so comforting when im in school searching for somepne to spill my thoughts to. and for all the jinx moments in the past .. all the smiles and tears.. all the one day quarrels ( lets not break that record) :) thanks for letting me open up to you. it means a lot NUMBER 1!:)
TING- Thanks! im feeling a lot better now. however im not sure who you ( my junior? ) are so do let me noe ok? so sorrry!! really appreciate it!! its helps to know that there are people who care:)
KWEK- thank you so damn much . =) i hope that one day i will think that about myself too! but your message sure worked for noww! cause im fine already. thank you.
VEE- haha i noe!!!!!!! monkeys rock man. :) ducks are jus a step behind !! =)
ABIGAIL- done giiirl!! :0 thanksss!
JOELYN- haha. im afraid in singapore we have too =( CONGRATS on being nuber 1088. mannn! =) hahhaas!!!!!! thanks!
NJL- you using my dear trademark again huh? ahaha! thanks girl! you rock the world of babbooooons!xD
erm.FAIRY?- thanks =) loves
CANDY- hughuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuug! tight warm candy wendy hugGgg!jus another month!
JASMINE- totally!! chocolate fondue.... everything we have ever dreamed of!!!
PEARLEEN- definately!:) yayyyyy!!!!! book you!
LOUISE- hey girl! thanks you toooooooooo!
aiyo...
so many thankyous today.
but they deserve it =)
jus like everyone else who has helped me =)
cause....
your little encouragements make a hell load of difference.
thank you =)
my dear friends
and
my dear class 303333333333!
ALL THE BEST FOR YOUR END YEAR EXAMS!!!!
BEST WISHES FROM WENDY
PEACE.
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after EXAMS
:)
9/16/08, 7:42 PM
I SUDDENLY REMEMBER SOMETHING.MY BROTHER COMMENTED WEEKS AGO BOUT MY FRINGE
"ITS VERY CUTE BUT VERY KUKU."
"THANKS :)"
the next thing i knew i was punching marshmellows and
forcing red wine down my throat.
nah.
i was kidding.
Dear (_friend_),
I don’t really know how to tell you this, but (_1_). I think I realized it (_2_), (_3_) and I saw you (_4_) (_5_).
I’m sure you’re (_6_) enough to understand (_7_).
I’m returning (_8_) to you, but I’ll keep (_9_) as a memory.
You should also know that I (_10_) and (_11_).
(_12_)
MY ANSWERS ARE IN BOLD ITS FUNNY!
1. What’s the colour of your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White – I’m joining the Convent
Black - I dislike your eyelashes
Green - Our socks don’t match
Grey - You’re a pervert
Yellow - I’m selling myself for candy
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You’re mean
Other - I’m in love with your cat
2. Which is your birth month?
January - That night you picked your nose
February - Last year when you peed your pants
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on peanut butter
May - When I threw up in your sock drawer
June - When you put cuffs on me
July – When you smacked my ass
August - When I saw the purple monkey
September - When we skinny dipped in the bathtub
October - When I quoted Forest Gump
November - When your dog humped my leg
December - When I finally changed my underwear
3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Lasagna- In your car
Pasta - Outside of your office
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad – As you were eating Kraft Dinner
Chicken - In your closet
Kebab - With Jean Chrétien
Fish - In a clown suit
Sandwiches - At the Elton John concert
Pizza - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a street light
Annat- With George Bush and Stephen Harper
4. What’s the colour of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put whipped cream on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the pants off of
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive over
5. What’s the colour of your underwear?
Black - My boyfriend
White - My father
Grey – The Catholic Priest
Brown – Your ‘My Little Pony’ collection
Purple - My corned beef hash
Red – My knee caps
Blue - My salt-beef bucket
Yellow - My illegitimate child in Ghana
Orange - My Blink 182 cd
Pink – The Montreal Canadian’s goalie
None – My prized statue of Michael Jackson in the nude
Other - The elephant in the corner
6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs; Man
O.C.; Emotional
One Tree Hill; Open
Heroes; Frostbitten
Lost; High
House; Sly
Simpsons; Cowardly
The news; Scarred
Idol; Masochistic
Family Guy; Senile
Top Model; Middle-class
Annat; Ashamed
7. Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful you are
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa doesn’t exist
Angry - That your smell makes me vomit
Depressed – That we’re related
Excited - That I may pee my pants
Nervous - The middle-east is planning their revenge on you
Worried - That your Ford sucks
Apathetic - That you need a sex-change
Ashamed - That I’m allergic to your earlobes
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Silly - That there is no solution to you being a dumb kid
Other - That your driving sucks
8. What’s the colour of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your toe ring
Yellow - Your love letters to me
Red - Your Elton John poster
Black - Your pet rock
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from Vegas
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your nose hair clippers
Grey - Our matching snoopy underwear
Purple - Your old New Kids on the Block blanket
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your car
9. The first letter of your first name?
A/B - Your photo with the moustache drawn on it
C/D - The oil tank from your car
E/F - Your neighbour’s dog
G/H - My virginity
I/J - The results of that blood-sample
K/L - Your left ear
M/N - Your suicide note
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X – Your glass eye
Y/Z - Your credit cards
10. The last letter in your last name?
A/B - Told my psychiatrist about the bruises
C/D - Never will forget that night
E/F - Always wanted to break your legs
G/H – Hate your cooking
I/J – Mocked you behind your back constantly
K/L - Will tell the authorities that you did not steal that whale in the back yard
M/N - Told in my confession today about the moose poaching
O/P - Was interviewed about the car you stole
Q/R - Always will remember the pep talks
S/T - Get sick when I think of your feet
U/V - Will try to forget that you broke my heart
W/X - Haven’t showered in a month
Y/Z – Am better off without you
11. What do you prefer to drink?
Water- Our friendship is ruined
Beer – you should stop picking your nose
Soft drink – I’m off to lead a new life as a lemon
Soda – I will haunt you when I’m incarnated as an Eskimo
Milk - The apartment building is on fire
Wine – Thanks for the Cocaine
Cider – I have a passionate interest for mice
Juice – You ruined my attempts at another world warMineral water – You should get that embarrassing rash checked
Hot chocolate – Your Cucumber-fetishism is weird
Whiskey - I love Oprah Winfrey
Liquor - I chew on your ear lobes while you sleep
Other – I’m scratching my ass as you read this
12. To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand – Warm tingly sensations
Australia - Best of luck on the sex-change
England - Good luck in jail
Spain - Go drown yourself
China – You make me sick
Germany – Please don’t hurt me
Japan - Go milk a cow
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
USA - Greetings to your frog Leonard
Egypt – Kiss my butt
France – With tears of sadness
cheers!
5:10 PM
PICTURES ON BROTHER'S BIRTHDAY.
SEE THAT BLACK SHIRT?? I PAINTED IT OKOK!!!!!!!!!
3 DAMN COATS .
EACH COAT NEEDS TO DRY SO 3 DAYS. TIMES BOTH SIDES.
BUT IT WAS QUITE SAD TO NOE THAT I GOT THE WRONG MOTTO =(
ITS SUPPOSE TO BE TO THINE OWN SELF BE TRUE.
I WROTE one self.
ANYWAYS... :)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ON THE 12TH!!
this doesnt mean we will not disturb one another anymore.
and that the pillow fight shall be softer
cause we are silblings.
hahahs! and we got to quarrel and slap one another!!
cheers bro.
9/14/08, 5:31 PM
I WAS ON THE BUS TODAY.WHENEVER IM ON THE BUS. I THINK A HELL LOT.
a few years ago i met this girl.
i asked her.. hows life and everything.
i could tell somthing was wrong.
then throughout our conversation .. she managed to open up to me.
then she told me that she had an imaginary boyfriend.
her ideal man.
the one she truely love who follows her everywhere.
she was in primary school and it was 2 - 4 years back i think?
i used my greatest 12-14 year old strength and maturity to answer
'' open to reality. you need to learn to face up to reality and you will find HIM one day. you cant live in the world you desire''
here i am listening to the world's biggest anti social device.
my sexy mp3
thinking .
im alone on the upper deck of the 165 at 9 in the morning.
jus thinking.
here i am. imagining myself in a whole new different world.
ostricizing myself from the world.
what fucking authority do i have to tell others to wake up.
when will i believe and have confidence?
enough confidence to see the world.
to not worry about what ppl care about and just to be ME.
worrying about everything
imagining our's opinions.
my bloody sexy mp3 shuts me from the world.
allows me to not feel alone when i am.
to live in the world where i think i am good enough to lift my head.
without fear of the hurtful comments.
in primary 5 my classmate said.
sticks and bones and break my bones but words cannot hurt me.
her dad told her dad.
and i remember all the while ..
worrying about what ppl care about than jus being myself.
hmm..
just a thought in the 185 i have everyday.
THANK YOU EVERYONE.
FOR ALL THE SUPPORT.
FOR ALL WHO TAGGED ME AND THOSE WHO WISHED ME WELL.
YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW THAT LITTLE ENCOURAGEMENT HELPS.
IM ALL BETTER NOW =)
I JUST THINK A LITTLE TOO MUCH THATS ALL =)
OK. I THINK I NEED A CHOCOLATE DONUT.
O YES!
my soya bean milk became tofu.
i think im gonna complain -.-
ITS SLIMMY. :)
peace.
thanks everyone.
i will definately update my music blog for all my music lovers and fellow friends soon!
:) when i get inspired.
probably some where next week :)
i have that yoda feel =)
haha!
9/8/08, 8:06 PM
yes.
i realised im the dumbest person on earth.
not because i got an Effing 2/25 for my emaths test.
not because i cant have beverley over to my house now.
not because of anything else but what i found out 2 effing seconds ago while blog surfing.
i knew i was gonna see something bad.
something that will crush me.
I THINK IM THE DUMBEST PERSON ON EARTH.
HANGING ON TO THE THIN STRING OF HOPE WHEN MY FRIENDS TRIED ALL MEANS TO PULL ME UP.
HANGING ON HOPING FOR THAT DAY.
AND.
TODAY.
THE STRING BROKE.
IT BROKE AND I FELL.
AND ITS SO HARD FOR ME TO ACCEPT THE FACT .
IM FALLING AIMLESSLY INTO A WORLD OF NOWHERE.
YES.
IM STILL FALLING.
I HAVE YET TO REACH MY LANDING.
I WONDER WHAT'S THE FUCKING CONSEQUENCES OF MY STUPIDITY AT THE BOTTOM.
I CANT BELIEVE IT.
NOW I HAVE TO MOVE FORWARD.
BUT I CAN SEEM TO FIND A STEP BECAUSE IM FALLING CONTINUOUSLY INTO NO WHERE.
why must you hurt me so much?
a better reason would be why have i yet to move on when i knew more than a year ago that you are a bastard.
why do i care?
wendy. wake up.
yes.
i am the dumbest person waiting for my day.
cheeze pie.
9/7/08, 6:41 PM
i was bored right before tuition.so i guess i thought its about time i credicted all my beautiful monkeys and imitate them.
i will describe them one by one =0
BIG SMILE!:)
DOT SMILE! :*
BACK SIDEEE!
REAL MONKEYY!
DISGUSTED AFTER KISS! @.@
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! :)
DUNNOE HOW TO MAKE SMILE! :p
WARM SMILE! :)
SHOCKED!!
UPSIDE DOWN SMILE:(
STRAIGHT SMILE!! :/
HAPPY SMILLLE! XD
YAYYY!
the happy monkey smiles!
since i realised that pictures arent there to make you look good ..
but more of to make the subject look good....
i didnt mind looking like a total kuku at all =)
its very funnn! xd
SORRY FOR THE MANY DELAYS IN REPLYS!!
THANKS FOR ALL THE ENCOURAGING TAGS! EVERY TAG MAKES MY DAY!
LOVE YOU GUYS LOADSS!
tk- i dunno why you are green! xD you remind me of that =)
pris- thanks! :0
charis- hahahhas!
royce- hey dude XD
ismail- hahahs! yea. dude! stay clean and great :)
beverley- thanks i love you too.:)
joelyn- ah ah ah. say summemore!!! :P
thomson- its my pleasure. love you too.
jasmine- miss you a lot! xD
tk- good for you!
rachel- hahas. np at all. im glad as it came straight from the bottom of my heart
joelyn- thanks! xD
DLF- yes sure
tk- driving is awesome so long as you are not as clumsy as me. :)
thATS ALL! xD
peace.
9/6/08, 6:15 PM
pictures of today at hort park.
happy birthday grandma!!!!! (:
peace
9/5/08, 11:50 PM
tml is grandma's birthday.
i love my grandma a lot.
thank you for being my guide.
for loving me.
for being someone i noe i can rely on.
my grand ma doesnt even noe i have a blog.
im wishing that magically
she can feel these words.
because of her, i found a step when i was in the dark hole,
i found a piece of log in an endless sea.
her simple actions make me feel the slight sense of hope .
her little encouragements make me feel wanted.
i love my grandmother cause she doesnt do much.
yet. . i think i can feel the love.
To my friend who injured your hand and i just hope you're fine.
im sorry i alarmed you by saying hi.
i was just thinking too much into the past.
and im even more sorry probably making it harder for you to move on.
what is more important that i want you to know is that,
i dun noe what i want.
so i do not want a commitment.
i do not wish for you to wait cause i do not want to hurt you again.
because i treasure my friends.
and you are one special friend.
thank you for remembering me.
and yes i remember everything vividly too.
Blanket
© Maria
blanket of snow
stretches beyond our reach
for all we see
this blanket
is OH so cold
as temperatures drop
it deepens
we cower in fear
hoping spring is near
but
at I deepens
more
&
more
our hope fades
more
&
more
yet we know
that this blanket of snow
must meet an end
peace
5:18 PM
FIGURE THE STORY YOURSELF.
PEACE.
9/4/08, 10:37 PM
i watched wall.ie today.with brother.
and i was thinking a lot on my way home.
we were both so silent :(
and you noe. i had a thought of my past.
and i felt like whacking myself.
i deserve a slap right now.
its been so long.
i think i need some waking up.
being probably the dumbest person on earth.
as i listen to the device,
my dear sexy mp3
i think to myself..
man. the device that allows me to live in another world.
one where i can control.
then i open my eyes only to see the reality
but i will remain strong.
cause thats what everyone has to show.
but inside..
i wait for the one day that i can look at the mirror and think well.
when i will be able to stop living in my stupid past and move on.
the moments of wanting to give up.
then i look at those who love me for who i am.
my family and friends.
i love them like damn loads.
they are my confidence yea?
i think if i will ever be able to give myself the confidence i need.
i think that i deserve a tight slap.
i really wanted to end off the day well.
especially for my brother.
but i think too much.
of my past.
and it hurts.
thank you especially for thoose dear choir mates who cheered me when i ran my punishments of 15 rounds and also..
for helping me with my pushups.:)
thanks.
peace.
its time i wake up.
i want to.
i jus cant.
.
To the someone .
dun be afraid. whatever stupid obstacles.
i believe its real .you guys will make it through.
it hurts him knowing you are hurt worrying about him.
jus be happy cause you and him deserve it. YES.
he deserves you as much as you deserve him.
i dunno if you might have the same feeling as me in the past.. afraid you might lose it.
and start losing the self esteem . thats my mistake and its all some stupid brain control and my weird imagination. or even worrying about his happiness.. if the restrictions parents have will affect the relationship.
ignore those voices.
i might not be that close to him but i noe its true cause i noe this guy.
he is not gonna be the typical kind of person.
more because
he is himself 100%.
i believe that you two will be well at the very end.
9/2/08, 11:40 PM
i think to myself.i had a great time spending time with my family today.
my brother was very happy.
tml was suppose to be his big break.
i cant believe im saying this.
thomson. big brother.
please remain strong.
i noe how hard it is for you as i have been following you all the way as your sister.
tml was supposed to be your break.
you deserved it.
after so long.
you deserved it.
you finally had a chance to prove your love.
ever since you were 12.
it has been 5 years.
you deserve a break.
i do not noe why your life is playing with your feelings.
but one day you will get your break.
i tot it will be tml.
im sorry it isnt.
despite nothing to do with me.
i symphatize. you are a great guy. a rather wonderful brother:)
you need a break. a positive sign.
why cant you get it?
you deserve her. she deserves you.
i noe you love her.
i can hear you playing your guitar.
yes. you have to be strong for the girl you love and waited so long for.
probably my future sis in law.
stay strong.
ill stay strong for you too. :)
love. wendy
brother. love is hard.
but you found it.
hold tight.
stay strong.
its a test of love.
you will pass.
because when i find another guy i really love.
i want it to be someone who will wait ages for me.
who will miss me in the night.
spent hours jus thinking and loving me
waiting weeks jus so my parents will set me free for one hour with him.
i want him to be like you.
brother.
you deserve the best.
and the best is someone you truely love.
peace.