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10/11/10, 9:48 PM
I HATE KNOWING IT HURT SO MUCH BUT ITS THE ONLY WAYMISSING EVERY SECOND ISNT GOING TO HELP DISTRACTIONS WILL SOON RUN OUT AND WHEN SCHOOL STARTS A WHOLE LOT OF SHIT WILL HAPPEN WOULD IT? ITS LIKE HOW I FEEL LIKE EVERYTHING IS FALLING APART I FEEL SO HURT AND IM CRYING IT OUT ALL THE TIME WHEN IM ALONE ITS SO EASY TO SAY THINGS TO COMFORT MYSELF AND IM BLESSED WITH SITUATIONS PROVIDED TO ASSIST ME.. BUT IM ACHING ALL OVER BUT I MUST BE STRONG HOW AM I GOING TO LET GO OF SOMEONE WHO SHARED SO MUCH WITH ME? THE GIVING UP FEELING IS TORMENTING EVERYTIME I FEEL AS THOUGH I WANT TO RUN AWAY FROM EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE BUT ITS NOT GOING TO SOLVE ANYTHING IS THAT WHAT I BELIEVE THERE IS? WILL THAT DAY COME? WILL YOU FIND ME? WILL I BE ABLE TO BE STRONG? AM I GOING TO STOP CRYING? IS THIS GOING TO BE IT? AM I SO COWARD TO CHANGE COMPLETELY AND CRY MY ASS OUT? AM I GOING TO LET MYSELF ROT IN A CORNER AND FEEL AS THOUGH ITS THE END OF MY WORLD? |