Wendilicious
Moi
Teach. Sing. Write. Fly. Dive. Rave.
I'm not the girl your mom warned you about, her imagination was never this good.
Work for pasta and ice cream and also makes pasta and ice cream work for me.
Ecoutez
More of me
9/30/10, 9:00 PM
COMPLAINING TO THE WORLD ISNT GOING TO HELP UNLESS YOU ARE WILLING TO DO SOMETHING TO TRY AND UNDERSTAND WHATS GOING ON..class chalet was alright i guess
a lil traumatizing.
like day after day as things starts to get blurry....
or clearer.....
and when there is booze... your emotions are like effing multiplied.
thankfully.. i believe im not alone.
i knew it was wrong.
no feeling of being taken care of.
vulnerable.
but when i wake up im smiling jus the same.
i know when people read my blog they either feel confused or start thinking like whaaaaa~~
but its probably the only medium that isnt judging anyone everywhere now
yea
a place where i know
i
can
feel
miserable
.
.
wanting to do so much for someone.
as much as im dying to have someone so i can love and pamper.. surprise and care for...
it needs to come back too.
9/27/10, 9:29 PM
i choose to do the things i do because of the people (:
im sorry im jealous.
i cant help it
its part of being a girl
its only human.
more important it shows that i care.
if this was a chance
ill make it the best .
i hope you would to.
9/24/10, 12:59 PM
i did my best and it just wasnt enough.the only way to mantain my scholarship is to get a gpa of 4.1 next year.
unfortuantely that is COMPLETELY IMPOSSIBLE.
its like the disappointment you get when you know you tried so hard
to try fight for what you want to achieve
only to see it all crumble into your hands..
and there you thought you were special and you can accomplish anything.
its times like this you need smth real strong to pull yourself together.
but im off centre.
9/20/10, 8:14 PM
For who you are and not what you areSomeone who will care for you even when you make mistakes .
Someone who will love you, no matter how bad you make them feel .
Someone who will know there are prettier people around and despite knowing that and ppl saying that. he knows its the one. THE ONE that will always be prettiest in his eyes.
AND HE WILL BE THE ONE WHO WILL LOOK AT YOU AT YOUR WORST DAYS THINKING YOU ARE THE BEST.
THERE IS ONE OUT THERE.
JUST ONE
BUT THERE IS ONE(:
9/13/10, 10:51 PM
forever DOESNT EXIST.true love doesnt
wendy if that is so
so do you.
sometimes when i feel sad that my feelings are unstable.
i cry a lot.
and im not afraid to say that that makes me vulnerable.
mummy was right
commitment now.
screwed.
4:49 PM
i find you awesome .cause i can just type with all my hidden emotions and
even if people read through you.
they dunno how i feel
or the hidden meanings, thought and emotions.
"if you cant stand me at my worst then you dont deserve me at my best"
I WONDER WHAT IM LIKE AT MY WORST... :(
4:42 PM
ITS FINALLY OVER! (:and i just decided to hide my tagboard
so its kinda privatised (:
kinda feels all empty right now.
though i kinda screwed 30% of my paper.. that was the best my memory could bring me without turning bonkers so im happy (:
emery is awesome .
9/12/10, 12:16 AM
me wan a good mic! (:
whoo
post exam activity! (:
not that right now its over yet sadly =(
9/11/10, 8:50 PM
ONE LARGE BOTTLE (BILLY)
NOTES...
AND ME THROUGHOUT THE NIGHT (:
*my reward for sleeping through my whole day due to the glaring ppt slides..*
9/10/10, 6:03 PM
people who think a lot need a lot of assurance.they can give a lot of assurance but they need that pillar as well.
i wonder if everyone will experience a time when they suddenly burst into tears and wish they were never born in the cruel world of complications.
am i avoiding or experiencing?
"at 89 i wanna be right here with you eating chinese food. thats enough for me"
feel
feelings
quieten down...
9/8/10, 7:44 PM
something i realised today:when im really happy i either laugh a lot of i think a lot quietly (;
no wonder my throat always feel dry when im with E! (:
AND I THINK PEOPLE SHOULD BE MORE HELPFUL.
like this guy. struggling between seats trying to pick up something and the people around just like pretending nothing happens.
why? cause we are trained to mind our own business.
its like seeing a handicap and avoiding their glaze.
i mean dude. he is sticking his hand under chairs with difficulty and....
NO ONE HELPED. and unfortunately i was stuck in my seat sooo very far away to help.
i swear he was sweating. hiax....
sometimes i get affected by lil insignificant stuff that i see and no one notices.
oh well! (: more thinking for me! (:
but thankfully that was just a lil depressing to my happy joyous day (;
promises can be the most assuring and hurting thing ever (:
9/7/10, 3:52 PM
maybeeeee......woke up today thinking so much stuff.
sadly i had to push it all aside for my paper today.
and gosh.. am i a careful silly kukunathan(:
hiax... i love it when i think as much as i hate it.
the strange irony.
its about seeing the imperfections, noticing the beauty and loving more and more
9/3/10, 11:11 PM
you made me believe in forevers (;prayyss.
EXAM STRESS. CMON.
CMONNNN (:
9/1/10, 10:34 PM
can we pretend that airplanes and the night sky like shooting stars.i could really use a wish right now wish right now
maybe the choice was made fast
i am scared
and ... ill keep smiling (:
wish right now.
guts.
instinct.
positive.
12:34 AM
403! (:
whattt will i do without yall! (:
i miss all our random moments the most and how we are like the best in captain ball! (:
and i miss how all of yall whine when i say mee hoon kuey! (:
and all how we always laugh at things only we will understand... (:
hope this last a lonnnnng longggggg time or forever! (:
hhahahahhahaha !(:
and im soooo happy! (;
once in a while fate throws you a fairytale! (:
love brings about the furthermost ends.