Wendilicious
Moi
Teach. Sing. Write. Fly. Dive. Rave.
I'm not the girl your mom warned you about, her imagination was never this good.
Work for pasta and ice cream and also makes pasta and ice cream work for me.
Ecoutez
More of me
10/30/10, 1:40 PM
I don't know youBut I want you
All the more for that
Words fall through me
And always fool me
And I can't react
And games that never amount
To more than they're meant
Will play themselves out
Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you have a choice
You'll make it now
Falling slowly, eyes that know me
And I can't go back
Moods that take me and erase me
And I'm painted black
You have suffered enough
And warred with yourself
It's time that you won
Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you had a choice
You've made it now
Falling slowly sing your melody
I'll sing along
10/29/10, 10:27 AM
IM IN SCHOOL! (:finally the first week over! (;
and i have to say things are going to get better! (:
its all perception right? heh! (; anyways...
POOOOOOOOP! (;
if i were to spam this space right now.. 99% will be filled with smileys (:
so ill update more soooooooooooooooon!!!!!
when there are more than smiley faces running through my mind.
oh btw.
MUSIC AND DESIGN IN CULTURE ROCKS!!!(:
10/28/10, 9:40 PM
IT WILL ALL GET BETTER (:THANK YOU FOR THE BREAK IM GETTING NOW.
I NEED IT (:
FAMILY.. AWESOME FRIENDS... YOU. trust (; maybe im feeling it.
JUST WHEN EVERYTHING STARTED FALLING IT PIECES ITSELF BACK TOGETHER (;
THANK GOODNESS! (:
10/26/10, 9:07 PM
stop making me feel bad about us ending it allproblem is you never did realize what went wrong
you didnt feel bad at all.
and now you are trying to make me feel bad?
i loved you okay.
but it does not cover the things that you did or how im suppose to treat everything as though nothing has happened.
i have feelings though i dont express them all.
i can hang on but it is fair to me at all?
i know you'll see this .
take.
care.
10/23/10, 10:07 PM
THE CHANCE OF GETTING A POTENTIAL SHORT TERM FAIRY-TALEOR THE DEFINITE POSSIBILITY OF A LONG TERM SMOOTH RIDE??
:(
IVE NEVER BEEN SMART
MAYBE ITS CAUSE I CANT LET GO OF THE TINY BIT OF HOPE OF MAKING EVERYTHING FINE. THE WORLD A BETTER PLACE.
I KNOW.
VULNERABLE.
A LIL GIRL WRAPPED BY A 17 YEAR OLD.
baby its been in my mind all day.
when can i feel the hope for a forever.
10/21/10, 8:35 AM
I CAN FINALLY BREATHE... SUDDENLY ALIVE.10/19/10, 10:10 AM
I SWEAR ITS AMAZING HOW I MEET LIKE AWESOME PEOPLE THROUGH WORKING! (:IT CLICKS LIKE MAGIC! (:
its over.
school.
damn.
9:52 AM
everyone has to find their own definition of loveive seen people live to believe a certain objective of how it is being perceived
just to let it all go and rewriting that definition in the end (:
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
10/17/10, 7:48 AM
Sometimes it takes losing something to find what you really wantand you'll be amazed at what comes knocking on your door.
I thought of a lot this week:
How at this age everyone seems so unsure with the tormenting problems in their lives
yet when they grow old they all seem to think alike
what life really means to them and reflect on the choices they make.
cause then will they know where they should channel all their appreciation to.
Everyone plans for the perfect wedding but no one plans for the perfect marriage
thats cause its not possible.
im seeing so many cases of divorce couples ..... a matter of years.
washed away.
I thought to myself if birds actually are like us
that they are exactly the same just in birdy form
there are emotions, feelings, nice ones and evil ones?
E. hoping you are fine. cause i am. and im not angry with you and i never will be.
i just hope you are fine.
Fear. for every step i take in my life.
everyone i choose to be with.
every decision.
i wanna be happy.
i wanna be strong.
i wanna be assured.
i want to know what im looking for.
i want to think less so this blog post would prob not go on...
How much an old married couple go through..
despite the changes in their lives.
their feelings for each other remain the same. strong. assured.
when they look in each other's eyes seeing flashbacks and memories of the good and bad.
each only making them stronger..
i have never trusted guy before.
but i trust you.
10/15/10, 11:18 PM
once in a while we get a break(:i looked up the stars and thank that im feeling better
and hope that you alright
cause i am .
the rest is still unwritten(:
10/12/10, 10:05 PM
Soh Wendy WAS LOOKING AT ALL MY PAST 1000++ PHOTOS OF ME AND THEY MADE ME LAUGH AND CRY(: i miss yall ... 403 XMS 2009 , Xinmin Chorale Alumni , all the people in my secondary school days... my best friends.... EVERYONE (:
its times lik this i miss my bedtime and i know its worth it as the time.. EVERY SEC OF IT.. knowing that i can relieve the memories together with every picture ♥ thank you where ever you all are(:
10/11/10, 9:48 PM
I HATE KNOWING IT HURT SO MUCH BUT ITS THE ONLY WAYMISSING EVERY SECOND ISNT GOING TO HELP
DISTRACTIONS WILL SOON RUN OUT
AND WHEN SCHOOL STARTS A WHOLE LOT OF SHIT WILL HAPPEN WOULD IT?
ITS LIKE HOW I FEEL LIKE EVERYTHING IS FALLING APART
I FEEL SO HURT AND IM CRYING IT OUT ALL THE TIME WHEN IM ALONE
ITS SO EASY TO SAY THINGS TO COMFORT MYSELF AND IM BLESSED WITH SITUATIONS PROVIDED TO ASSIST ME..
BUT IM ACHING ALL OVER
BUT I MUST BE STRONG
HOW AM I GOING TO LET GO OF SOMEONE WHO SHARED SO MUCH WITH ME?
THE GIVING UP FEELING IS TORMENTING
EVERYTIME I FEEL AS THOUGH I WANT TO RUN AWAY FROM EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE
BUT ITS NOT GOING TO SOLVE ANYTHING
IS THAT WHAT I BELIEVE THERE IS?
WILL THAT DAY COME?
WILL YOU FIND ME?
WILL I BE ABLE TO BE STRONG?
AM I GOING TO STOP CRYING?
IS THIS GOING TO BE IT?
AM I SO COWARD TO CHANGE COMPLETELY AND CRY MY ASS OUT?
AM I GOING TO LET MYSELF ROT IN A CORNER AND FEEL AS THOUGH ITS THE END OF MY WORLD?
10/9/10, 11:48 PM
this is helping me face 25th oct.Eventually you will learn that you cant and wont always make everybody happy..But it doesnt matter because the main goal is to start loving yourself enough to make yourself happy, no matter what anybody thinks
10/6/10, 7:23 PM
I HATE IT WHEN I CRYMY EYES TURN PUFFY
I FEEL HELPLESS
AND DEPENDENT.
i must let go
i feel pain but its something ill have to live and learn
不在乎天長地久 只在乎曾經擁有
stay strong. wendy.
be strong.
please.