And it got me thinking.. i really want this to last.. :(
im so scared that i hardly thinking of my lava cake anymore! (: shall eat it soon! (; heehee! (:
schools been dramatic and strange if you would ask me! (: and hell yeah i miss my sec school so much (: haha! 11.1.11 was awesome (: and you know im trying my ultimate best to tell my silly brain to stop thinking and start trusting everything (:
oh and recently i thought about my dearest sister (; i always thought i wanted her so my brother will stop annoying me when i was a lil child... but honestly.. i know why i love my family sooooooo effing much. NO MATTER WHAT. because they are people who I CAN LET MYSELF LOVE UNCONDITIONALLY (: thats pretty powerful (: