Wendilicious
Moi
Teach. Sing. Write. Fly. Dive. Rave.
I'm not the girl your mom warned you about, her imagination was never this good.
Work for pasta and ice cream and also makes pasta and ice cream work for me.
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More of me
2/15/11, 7:19 PM
wow i didnt know you were such a jerk, and i had to find out that you never really meant what you said.sure i think a lot. but thats me and someday some one will love that too (:
this was my bus ride after i found out.
so first i felt like crying.
then i felt like punching you.
then i felt like crying cause i blame myself for everything you did wrong.
then i felt like punching myself knowing im being an idiot.
then i felt like crying again feeling like maybe my character did change.
then i did a character analysis like how i do it everytime someone says "you have changed."
then i realised i should not doubt myself... now i dont feel guilty anymore.
maybe still slightly cause i really cared about you
cause i trusted .. till you betrayed it.
and to think i was ......... so damn guilty..
before knowing all this while you were just like .....
and honestly.
i want to cry real badly.
but im going to focus on people who actually do care about me.
and who do not act like jerks because they are perfectly honest with me.
thanks ah.
i really loved you.
thanks a lot.
so dear tears.
please stay inside.
cause i cant bear for you to come out now.
i have a test and a presentation tomorrow and..
i really cant bear for you to slide down now.
JUST KNOW THAT YOU DONT KNOW HOW MUCH I KNOW AND TRY TO KEEP IT IN SO AS TO KNOW COMPLICATE THINGS EVEN THOUGH YOU ALREADY FIND THEM COMPLICATED.
THAT I DIDNT SAY THINGS SO TO KEEP THAT SMILE ON YOUR FACE.
THATS HOW MUCH I CARED.
AND IM NOT SAYING THEM TO YOU EVER..
CAUSE I STILL CARE.