and i have to say the only downside is that i have time to think so thinking about uncertainties and wasting time on unanswerable questions will be inevitable :(
A friend of mine said one day you'll meet Mr Perfect, That its okay to give up all till you meet him.. then i said "no one's perfect" and she said... to you he will be.. and you'll know..
Dear blog readers.. Im fucking scared... But ill keep pressing on (: