Wendilicious
Moi

Teach. Sing. Write. Fly. Dive. Rave.

I'm not the girl your mom warned you about, her imagination was never this good.

Work for pasta and ice cream and also makes pasta and ice cream work for me.

Ecoutez

More of me

Listen to me

Watch me
2/25/11, 10:34 PM

blame.





i have been blamed thrice this month that i seriously cant handle.
exams.
wendy focus (;





cmon.
make it through the night...
you'll see the sun.




2/24/11, 10:10 PM

After exams.....

i shall keep myself company with AWESOME FRIENDS AND...
MY DEAR SPARKS BOOKS(:






JUST GOT THIS TODAY.
AND IT IS SUPER RELEVANT.... AT LEAST THE SYNOPSIS IS (;
AND ECONS IS TML SOO.... CIAO!




courage is when you lost your way but you find yourself anyway(:




2/21/11, 9:49 PM

Times like now i get a lil lonely
but then i fight to be strong(:



cause its okay to be alone(:
that cant be helped.
but being happy can (:

I WANNA BE A TEACHER WHEN I GROW UP (:
I WAS SITTING AT THE STADIUM TODAY ALONE AND I SAW MANY CHILDREN..
SAY 30-40?
EACH WITH THEIR OWN TINY CHARACTERISTICS.
FLIPPING OF THE HAIR OR
LOOKING DOWN AFTER RUNNING A RACE..
EACH OF THEIR OWN.
AND I WANNA WATCH THEM GROW.
HELP THEM(:
INSPIRE.
CAUSE I BELIEVE ITS THE ONLY WAY ILL BE IN AN ENVIRONMENT OF GENUINE CARE.


AND TO ME
THATS THE MOST IMPORTANT(:




2/15/11, 9:36 PM

omg so vulnerable. this is not me.
okay.
snap out of it.


now
now
now
...





how bout now?




9:35 PM

STOP CRYING WENDY
STOP CRYING WENDY
STOP CRYING WENDY
STOP CRYING WENDY
STOP CRYING WENDY
STOP CRYING WENDY
STOP CRYING WENDY
STOP CRYING WENDY
STOP CRYING WENDY
STOP CRYING WENDY
STOP CRYING WENDY
STOP CRYING WENDY
STOP CRYING WENDY
STOP CRYING WENDY
STOP CRYING WENDY
STOP CRYING WENDY
STOP CRYING WENDY
STOP CRYING WENDY
STOP CRYING WENDY
STOP CRYING WENDY
STOP CRYING WENDY
STOP CRYING WENDY
STOP CRYING WENDY
STOP CRYING WENDY



F.




9:33 PM

mummy always told me to be careful (:
mummy will always love me (:







THANKS FRIENDS.
THANKS MUMMY.
THIS TIME. I HAVE TO WIPE OF MY TEARS AND MOVE ON STRONG(:





baby dont talk to me im trying to let go
not loving you is harder than you know.




7:19 PM

wow i didnt know you were such a jerk, and i had to find out that you never really meant what you said.
sure i think a lot. but thats me and someday some one will love that too (:

this was my bus ride after i found out.

so first i felt like crying.
then i felt like punching you.
then i felt like crying cause i blame myself for everything you did wrong.
then i felt like punching myself knowing im being an idiot.
then i felt like crying again feeling like maybe my character did change.
then i did a character analysis like how i do it everytime someone says "you have changed."
then i realised i should not doubt myself... now i dont feel guilty anymore.



maybe still slightly cause i really cared about you
cause i trusted .. till you betrayed it.
and to think i was ......... so damn guilty..
before knowing all this while you were just like .....



and honestly.
i want to cry real badly.
but im going to focus on people who actually do care about me.
and who do not act like jerks because they are perfectly honest with me.




thanks ah.
i really loved you.
thanks a lot.
so dear tears.
please stay inside.
cause i cant bear for you to come out now.
i have a test and a presentation tomorrow and..
i really cant bear for you to slide down now.



JUST KNOW THAT YOU DONT KNOW HOW MUCH I KNOW AND TRY TO KEEP IT IN SO AS TO KNOW COMPLICATE THINGS EVEN THOUGH YOU ALREADY FIND THEM COMPLICATED.
THAT I DIDNT SAY THINGS SO TO KEEP THAT SMILE ON YOUR FACE.
THATS HOW MUCH I CARED.
AND IM NOT SAYING THEM TO YOU EVER..
CAUSE I STILL CARE.




2/14/11, 12:28 PM

I don't know where I'm goin
but I sure know where I've been
hanging on the promises in songs of yesterday.
An' I've made up my mind, I ain't wasting no more time
but here I go again, here I go again.

Tho' I keep searching for an answer
I never seem to find what I'm looking for.
Oh Lord, I pray you give me strength to carry on
'cos I know what it means to walk along the lonely street of dreams.

Here I go again on my own
goin' down the only road I've ever known.
Like a drifter I was born to walk alone.
An' I've made up my mind, I ain't wasting no more time.


Just another heart in need of rescue
waiting on love's sweet charity
an' I'm gonna hold on for the rest of my days
'cos I know what it means to walk along the lonely street of dreams.

Here I go again on my own
goin' down the only road I've ever known.
Like a hobo I was born to walk alone.
An' I've made up my mind, I ain't wasting no more time
but here I go again, here I go again,
here I go again, here I go.

An' I've made up my mind, I ain't wasting no more time.

Here I go again on my own
goin' down the only road I've ever known.
Like a drifter I was born to walk alone
'cos I know what it means to walk along the lonely street of dreams.

Here I go again on my own
goin' down the only road I've ever known.
Like a drifter I was born to walk alone.
An' I've made up my mind, I ain't wasting no more time
but here I go again, here I go again,
here I go again, here I go,
here I go again




2/13/11, 10:33 PM

Its going to be tough on us.
I know you will read this.
Thank for everything.
Wherever you are i wish you all the best.


Now you must let go.
you must pick yourself up and be strong.
one day you will smile again (:
times have been tough.
and honestly not made you any tougher.
nobody will understand the pain.
but this one year.. live it well.
cause its unwritten pages.
fill them up and make yourself proud.
wendy be strong.
cause Courage is not a man with a gun
Courage is when you are licked before you begin but you begin anyway and you see it through no matter what.







I gotta say what's on my mind
Something about us
doesn't seem right these days
life keeps getting in the way
Whenever we try somehow the plan
is always rearranged

It's so hard to say
But I've gotta do what's best for me
You'll be ok...

I've got to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand
We might find our place
in this world someday
But at least for now
I gotta go my own way

Don't wanna leave it all behind
But I get my hopes up
and I watch them fall everytime
Another colour turns to grey
and it's just too hard to watch it all
slowly fade away

I'm leaving today 'cause I've
gotta do what's best for me
you'll be ok...

I've got to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand
We might find our place in this
world someday
But at least for now
I gotta go my own way










you gotta cry every once in a while.
you gotta be alone every once in a while.
knowing sometimes its more than i can handle. too much tears too much loneliness.
ill still try. smile and.. march on.
cause there is only hope if i believe.




2/12/11, 7:39 PM

i dont know u... :(


do u noe me?




10:48 AM

What's the worst that I can say?
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight
And if you carry on this way
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight




2/10/11, 11:04 PM

TYPING N MY PHONE'S KEYPAD RIGHT NAAAAAOW(:
MY COMP HAS SERIOUS ISSUES.. SHALL HEAL IT SOON!(:


TIMES ARE TOUGH
SO I JUST TRY KEEP STRONG
AND KEEP HOLDING ON :D




2/1/11, 10:47 PM

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVE WORLD! (;
I SHOULD GO INTO A MORE POSITIVE NOTE RIGHT? (;



HOWS...... I BELIEVE IN FATE! (;
AND THAT SIGNS WILL SHOW TO LEAD ME TO THE RIGHT SIDES (;
AND THAT TIME WILL DETERMINE MUCH (:
THAT ... THIS CHINESE NEW YEAR IS GONNA BE A GOOD ONE SPENT WITH PEOPLE I LOVE? (;
AND THAT....... MY SEM IS COMING TO AN END (;



MORE POSITIVITY......
MAYBE ILL TRY MEDITATION! (;




10:44 PM

the habit.
Ill let go if i know im not strong enough to handle.

Recently i felt the easier way is to let go.
but i chose to hold on (:
i see the past again (:
I hear the word... Wendyyyyy not again!!!!!!! (:






then i think. nah dun think so much (;