I get ultimate mixed feelings when i read love poems
yes and no
come and go
i want to feel but im too afraid to let go so much joy and then so much tears... when you can sympathize then empathize with others you feel it.. but not live it entirely you feel it enough to know how much it can hurt and just like that
a little girl runs away.. build up a wall to prevent the hurt from ever coming as near lonely but safe courage
Can i one day love enough to be shunned from hurt Can i trust enough that the days will be worth
fix you.
7:25 PM
Lord im doing all i can to be a better man I cant tell who is who's not will i feel something other then how things are odd girls around the world who have no DAMN idea unite
cmon whoever's up there shine me a light =(
what if i lose what i have now? what if i change my mind? what if quarrels start? what ifs...
Im always searching for answers, and never making any for myself =( and i cant change it even if i want to =( cause im so scared
7/30/11, 5:09 PM
will that be okay with you wendy?
7/27/11, 12:07 PM
My brother taught me to be oblivious
then i realised its not a skill best to have its a skill needed to survive
hurt me once and back for more douche
10:06 AM
I miss melbourne I miss a lot of stuff
and when i woke up today i missed you (: So near yet so far =( sometimes the only obstacle's gna be the one keeping you apart just know i always loved you imperfectly perfect <3
7/24/11, 11:32 PM
Ill never forget the way you look at me Ill never let the memories of us flow away with the wind Ill never forget how you use to hold me Ill never let the sun dampen all that means Ill never feel the same feeling with anyone you engraved in me
cause thats what i wanna find one day and ill know i wanna grow old with you (:
all it takes is two to complete (: thats why its that hard
7/23/11, 2:57 PM
Love is an endless road, It gets really tiring when you see something that just might be IT and then POP, there goes the possibility of a fairytale
Life is never fair sometimes and often i doubt love is as well those that care so much loses and those with a pinch of lunch pull everything off. Whoever you are, ill wait for you I wont let you down
Loneliness but that doesnt make the world all unfair Vulnerable but that doesnt mean im weak enough to accept just anyone
TIME. Don't fool me too long =(
7/12/11, 11:44 AM
I HAVE CHANGED SO MUCH OVER THE YEARS (:
THATS WHAT YOU SEE (: BUT I PROMISE YOU I AM STILL WHO I WAS on the inside (:
SILVERSTEIN
YES YES YESSSS TODAAAAAAY! (;
7/11/11, 9:41 AM
I will promise myself I won’t care Distracting myself from your stare And I’ve seen this mistake once before With your games I will never fall for
I’ve hung up my guns I won’t kill again
But I’m tired of lying Tired of fighting you And it's not gonna change
You asked for my heart You know that I’m down But not the way you lie to me And tear it all apart And beg for me to stay
I’ve sailed off to sea I’m not coming back
But I’m tired of the lying Tired of fighting you And it's not gonna change
Counting down Make that sound And you know it makes no sense [ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/s/silverstein/discovering_the_waterfront.html ] Counting down Till you mess around And I know you can’t ever change When I’m trembling Thrown overboard When I’m ready to relive the past
Counting down Make that sound Break the silence
Pretend it's not forever Ill pull myself together Ill say that I'll forget her Ill breathe And I'll say she never hurt me And look at it as learning And laugh about the good and the bad Because I will live forever We don’t belong together I know I'll feel better One day when I can make it through
I won’t forget you I won’t forget you I’m not gonna let you win I’m not gonna
But I’m tired of lying Tired of fighting you And it's not gonna change
I won’t forget you (Counting down) I’m not gonna let you win (Counting down) I’m tired of the lying Tired of fighting you And it's not gonna change
JUST PAST YOUR LIPS THERES MORE ANGER THEN LAUGHTER
silverstein..... TOMORROW (:
7/4/11, 9:53 PM
Recently i closed a chapter in my life
this blog post is for you Mark (;
He was a friend like no other. and he taught me a lot. Opened my eyes to a lot of things that i couldnt be realistic about. And i learnt a lot. Thats what i took away with all the nice memories (:
I know it hurts to end it abruptly but im sorry i cant lead it on that way. as hurtful as it may be .. its not okay but we will be alright.
YES WHEN I SEE YOU ILL SAY HI (: We aint strangers (: I never regretted meeting you . and i hope you are safe and will find your happiness one day my dear friend.
blessing you from afar.
1:43 PM
Life is all about perception (:
im sooooooo tired but its a good tired (: lonely, its not okay but ill be alright(: how much more boring can this post get??! (: haha! currently doing a whole load of projects and i think this sem has been the bestsem soooooooo far! (; even if it is very tiring and stressful (;