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9/14/08, 5:31 PM
I WAS ON THE BUS TODAY.WHENEVER IM ON THE BUS. I THINK A HELL LOT. a few years ago i met this girl. i asked her.. hows life and everything. i could tell somthing was wrong. then throughout our conversation .. she managed to open up to me. then she told me that she had an imaginary boyfriend. her ideal man. the one she truely love who follows her everywhere. she was in primary school and it was 2 - 4 years back i think? i used my greatest 12-14 year old strength and maturity to answer '' open to reality. you need to learn to face up to reality and you will find HIM one day. you cant live in the world you desire'' here i am listening to the world's biggest anti social device. my sexy mp3 thinking . im alone on the upper deck of the 165 at 9 in the morning. jus thinking. here i am. imagining myself in a whole new different world. ostricizing myself from the world. what fucking authority do i have to tell others to wake up. when will i believe and have confidence? enough confidence to see the world. to not worry about what ppl care about and just to be ME. worrying about everything imagining our's opinions. my bloody sexy mp3 shuts me from the world. allows me to not feel alone when i am. to live in the world where i think i am good enough to lift my head. without fear of the hurtful comments. in primary 5 my classmate said. sticks and bones and break my bones but words cannot hurt me. her dad told her dad. and i remember all the while .. worrying about what ppl care about than jus being myself. hmm.. just a thought in the 185 i have everyday. THANK YOU EVERYONE. FOR ALL THE SUPPORT. FOR ALL WHO TAGGED ME AND THOSE WHO WISHED ME WELL. YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW THAT LITTLE ENCOURAGEMENT HELPS. IM ALL BETTER NOW =) I JUST THINK A LITTLE TOO MUCH THATS ALL =) OK. I THINK I NEED A CHOCOLATE DONUT. O YES! my soya bean milk became tofu. i think im gonna complain -.- ITS SLIMMY. :) peace. thanks everyone. i will definately update my music blog for all my music lovers and fellow friends soon! :) when i get inspired. probably some where next week :) i have that yoda feel =) haha! |