I KNOW ONE DAY SOMEHOW I MIGHT GET HURT. AGAIN. I KNOW I MIGHT HAVE THOSE LONG ENDLESS NIGHTS OF ME AND MYSELF NEVER BEING ABLE TO GET DRUNK. I KNOW YOU MIGHT DISAPPOINT ME IN TIME. I KNOW ONE DAY SOMEHOW PEOPLE I LOVE MIGHT HURT ME AND I MIGHT HURT THEM. I KNOW THINGS HAPPEN (: I HAVE ALWAYS TRIED PLANNING.. THINKING HARD .. REALLL HARD BEFORE HAND TO PREVENT HURT TO ANYONE OR MYSELF. PLANNING NEVER HELPED MUCH..
BUT I ALSO PRETTY MUCH WANT TO KNOW ILL BE OKAY. AT THE VERY END (; THAT ILL SMILE KNOWING I HAVE NO REGRETS. THAT I ONCE BELIEVED. THAT I CAN SMILE WHEN OTHERS EXPECT ME TO CRY. AND MORE IMPORTANTLY, MAKE PEOPLE SMILE WITH ME (:
SO THATS PRETTY MUCH MY NEW YEAR RESOLUTION. (:
this deep thoughts are strange results of romantic films! (: and yes im telling you.......... love is the weirdest thing in the world. WORLD (: